Friday, March 18, 2011
holidays are so boring if i don't have any plans. i don't do anything at home. i would be a potato couch. :( what's bad enough is i have to be home alone with tons of chores to do. I'm staying quite far away from my friends. so i really can't do anything. and if they ask me to slack with them it'll be near their area which is quite a drag for me to go there and then homed. it's sad enough I've got no one to accompany me at home unless my bf comes. i just wish things wouldn't turn out the way that had happened. maybe i am a jinx. i bring bad luck to people. i mean i make them worry like hell. I'm just a disappointment to everyone until one by one walked out of my life. I've been sulking about this issue for quite sometime but I'll try to stay positive and happy for my beloved family and wonderful husband. :)

